You ever wonder...

You ever wonder if you can really get comfortable?
I mean we all want love. The feeling where someone just gets us and it's effortless.
And we can find that because it's real, it's adventurous, and it's honest...
But....
but....
but....
When you find it, how do you keep it?
No one ever really talks about that part.
You hear it's hard and it takes patience and it isn't easy... but there's got to be more to the story.
Right?
How you tell the person that you never want to leave that they're scaring you?
How do you communicate "don't take my kindness for weans" to someone without sounding like....
an overly used, cliche`?
When is too much time spent?
What if you don't like their friends?
What if they don't like yours?
They say pride doesn't exist in relationships, or at least it shouldn't.
But before that person existed... pride was all you had.
You're grown now... do you let go of everything you've ever known?
You've been broken before,
and you went crazy.
So in order to keep a tight grip on your sanity,
certain things need to be held on to.. like pride.. and a sense of reality.
Right?
You're a dreamer,
you've dreamt your whole life about finding him..
you've got him now though.
So what happens next?
Yeah, I don't know either... that was always when my alarm went off.